Monday, September 26, 2005

Your Birthdate: November 15
With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene. The 1 and 5 equaling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent parent or teacher. You are very responsible and capable.
This is an attractive and an attracting influence. You like harmony in your environment and strive to maintain it. You tend to learn by observation rather than study and research.
You may like to cook, but you probably don't follow recipes. This number shows artistic leanings and would certainly support an talents that may be otherwise in your makeup. You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in ways.
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?


Thanks for the concern guys! The meds certainly helped. And the birthdate thingy is freaky... esp the parts on cooking, learning by observation and stubborness!

Thursday, September 22, 2005

well... I think there's something wrong with me. And I believe it's called depression. I've been feeling really down, lost interest in work, irritable and lack of energy for the last few months. Had it really bad during the mid-year exam period and guess i haven't recovered fully yet. The doctor confirmed recently that I'm suffering from mild depression and anxiety problems. She thinks it's due to med school, Singapore Assoc, Jap classes and my external business degree. Now taking St John's Wort (an herbal anti-depressant) and making lifestyle changes... hopefully it works. Doctor wanted me to go for counselling but still thinking about that. I don't think I'm that sick... yet... I wish I'm home now though. The friends here are all hitched and spending time with their respective partners to really care about me. I can be wrong (coz of my current mental state) but that's really how I feel now. Never thought I would feel this way... something must be really wrong with me... sigh...
I will be free in (hopefully slightly) less than 48 hours. :D Meanwhile...I'm juz trying to tahan.

Have my 3rd interview with ministry of home affairs next week before I see you guys!! So can tell u all all about it.

Weilin - is Chuien coming? Or is it just the 4 of us?

Saturday, September 17, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

happy birthday to you... happy birthday to you... happy birthday to you... happy birthday to you...

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Well hey......

Weilin, the photos look damn good. Sorry for throwing the meeting up thing on you so suddenly, but really no time la. This week is really shitty. Sorry la, haven't had the time or mood to blog recently cos work just sucks big time. I need to leave my job, but no balls or energy to. Heh. Going thru like a major crisis in my life, in trying to dealing with this bloody job... makes me stay late, and end up taking shit from colleagues. They don't even pay me enuff.

Sigh, so anyway.....my b'day is coming...haha.... if I can spend tt weekend not doing any work and actually feeling happy, it'd be quite a miracle.

Avi, welcome back!!

Angel & Chonghan! (The only idiots who are still studying!! :p) Enjoying life right? Shiok right? Study for as long as u can man.....don't come out into the working world unless you really think ur gonna enjoy what you're doing. And why u all never blog?? Huh? Huh?

Ok la, going mad liao. All take care please, and pray for me. *weak smile*
yo guys!!

i'm back from Sibu, Sarawak... pretty much enjoyed the trip... very relaxing... no hassle in travelling as there's not much tourist spots to see... so mainly i was there to eat n eat n eat n sleep..... the vicious cycle then continues..... ::::(

however, there are lotsa delicious food there... most importantly, they are all very cheap!!!

well, the following are some photos that i've uploaded... if u guys are free, think i sent u an invitation to view the whole album.

btw, i realised the whole blog is all written by me.... if u all free, can put in some entries also leh... if not, tis become my personal blog liao... kekek